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I was going to post an entry about 2005 and all that I learned and all that happened etc.
But it's 2006 now, in the space of 8 days, I have actually learned even bigger lessons than the ones I did last year.
Something tells me that this year is gonna be a-ok. There are gonna be a few bumps in the road, of course, but I'll get through.
2006
-I can suceed. I have faith in myself.
-My dreams are worth trying for. If at first I don't succeed, that doesn't mean I need to give up. No more feeling hopeless and small, because I can make a difference if I really want to.
-It's okay for me to want things. It's okay for me to want to shine or to want to have the best for myself. It's not selfish, it's selffull (as my dad would say!)
-I am loved. There is a small, but precious group of people in this world who would cry at the thought of my unhappiness. I have them to love, and they've set a bloody high standard for who I deem worthy of my love from now on!
-No more settling for mediocrity. No more settling for meiocre relationships and treatment, no more settling for mediocre accomplishments. No more accepting the mediocre version of myself.
Yeah...a little of that Shanaz-style optimism is being restored. And it feels fantabulous!
I'll update properly later, but I just wanted to say a huuuuugggeee thanks right now, to those who have helped put me back together. I love my "posse", lol.
But it's 2006 now, in the space of 8 days, I have actually learned even bigger lessons than the ones I did last year.
Something tells me that this year is gonna be a-ok. There are gonna be a few bumps in the road, of course, but I'll get through.
2006
-I can suceed. I have faith in myself.
-My dreams are worth trying for. If at first I don't succeed, that doesn't mean I need to give up. No more feeling hopeless and small, because I can make a difference if I really want to.
-It's okay for me to want things. It's okay for me to want to shine or to want to have the best for myself. It's not selfish, it's selffull (as my dad would say!)
-I am loved. There is a small, but precious group of people in this world who would cry at the thought of my unhappiness. I have them to love, and they've set a bloody high standard for who I deem worthy of my love from now on!
-No more settling for mediocrity. No more settling for meiocre relationships and treatment, no more settling for mediocre accomplishments. No more accepting the mediocre version of myself.
Yeah...a little of that Shanaz-style optimism is being restored. And it feels fantabulous!
I'll update properly later, but I just wanted to say a huuuuugggeee thanks right now, to those who have helped put me back together. I love my "posse", lol.