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I really don't give my friends enough credit. They're awesome, and as shitty senior year has been, our friendships have grown all the same. I know I'm not popular, but Tina, Angela and Agbu remind me that I really don't desire the aquaintance of most of the phonies at Taylor.
Right now I'm both happy and sad at the same time. I'm sad in the way that you're sad when you throw away your favourite ratty old teddy bear or t-shirt. You don't wanna let go of it, but getting rid of it will make more space for new things.
I've let life feel bad pretty much since I got back from England. But this senior year, and I need to start making it fun.
I've been singing and writing songs a whoooole lot lately, so things are looking up. Just being able think clearly enough that I can manifest my visions and ideas onto paper or express them vocally without being shy just means that I'm back in action, and it's been a long time coming.
I'm bored of typing already, and I have 2 good books just waiting for me to curl up and read, so I'll update more tomorrow or somethangggg.
And for now, everyone download "Like a Star", "Enchantment" and "Young and Foolish" by
Corinne Bailey Rae
She's British and her voice is so beautiful and sincere. I close my eyes and imagine myself singing goreously bluesy and subdued and soulful songs like hers, and it actually looks real in my brain. It sounds dorky, I know, but I'm not even joking.
Right now I'm both happy and sad at the same time. I'm sad in the way that you're sad when you throw away your favourite ratty old teddy bear or t-shirt. You don't wanna let go of it, but getting rid of it will make more space for new things.
I've let life feel bad pretty much since I got back from England. But this senior year, and I need to start making it fun.
I've been singing and writing songs a whoooole lot lately, so things are looking up. Just being able think clearly enough that I can manifest my visions and ideas onto paper or express them vocally without being shy just means that I'm back in action, and it's been a long time coming.
I'm bored of typing already, and I have 2 good books just waiting for me to curl up and read, so I'll update more tomorrow or somethangggg.
And for now, everyone download "Like a Star", "Enchantment" and "Young and Foolish" by
Corinne Bailey Rae
She's British and her voice is so beautiful and sincere. I close my eyes and imagine myself singing goreously bluesy and subdued and soulful songs like hers, and it actually looks real in my brain. It sounds dorky, I know, but I'm not even joking.