Roller coaster
I don't think I've ever been this tired in my entire life, and I can't manage to get to sleep. I've got a million things running through my head right now, and all I can do about it is stare at the ceiling. I just got news of something that I sort of feared for a long time, and it sort of makes me sick to my stomach. It's funny how people think that people think that life will be predictable, easy going, and everyone will be happy...and nothing will change. I'm a victim of that thinking. I'm tired of this emotional roller coaster I keep getting on. I mean...I get tired of people telling me one thing, believing it, then a day later learning something completely and totally different. It really screws with my head. Why on earth is MY life so confusing. It's not fair. I'm the simplest, most what-you-see-is-what-you-get guy in the world. Why I am always the one plagued with all the drama and heartache. I guess I just run myself into the ground with all of this. So much for a good night's sleep.