Apple Jacks....
So I think that saying all this stuff about my mom being crazy is a real bitch thing of me. I don't want to be a bitch about it. I love my mom very much and not just because she's my mom. She does alot of nice things for me that I probably don't deserve. Then on the other side, she treats me like I'm 5 and she needs to be in every aspect of my life. Have you ever felt like there is something your mom never told you about your family? I feel that way.... I know my grandmother was really controlling over my mom, because my mom went to a music college and she was going to be an opera singer and when she got offered a job, my grandmother wouldn't let her take it. She told me she'd never hinder me from anything, but at the same time i know that she can't let go because I'm her "little baby" and if she lets me go she'll have no one else. And when I was depending on my father to come through and support me in keeping my job, what happens??? He tells me that I need to quit my job because he said so. I will have no income. at all.... I don't think my mom understands this fact. How does she think I'm going to pay for parking? How does she think I'm going to buy food? I mean there aren't alot of jobs out there... It's Christmas time so everyone is hiring but then after christmas? yea I can't quit my job... and if I do quit it and I get another job I won't be payed as much... and it's really nice being paid $6.00 an hour. And Somedays i actually like working at Quiznos... other days I just want to kill my coworkers with the meat slicer... But that feeling comes with any job. My mom wants me to get a job at the school. But I don't want to leave quiznos.. Although my boss already hates me. And my mom is like just ask off and if he has a problem have him call me... It's like really... who the fuck does that at 18? I'm sure there are some people but If I would do that my boss would think I'm even more unefficeint than I am already.... I'll write more later I have to go do stuff