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I’m sitting next to my computer and wondering what I am living for? Why? I have no answer.. not even one. I don’t know. Does someone need me? Or maybe this all is an illusion? I mean life.
Ok, if I will disappear one day, my friends won’t laugh at me so much and then what? They will be sad and will find someone else to laugh at.. I ( Read more... )
I'm sorry you can't find a reason for your existance, but that's a deeply philosophical question, isn't it? Personaly, I think everything has a reason. The fact that you can't see it doesn't mean it's not there.
I'm sorry you feel like I want you to change. That's wrong. I'm not very good in cheering up myself, so saying "be optimistic" is one of two things I can do.
I'm sorry you have crappy parents. But I can relate to that. Don't worry though: you'll have to see less of them whether you will it or no. Don't forget that you're going to the army about a year from now, and that later you have university. Much less parents in your life.
I'm sorry I can't understand you, but I do my best. And, like I said, I'm no good in cheering up. Giving advise is the second thing I can do to try to cheer up.
And I need you because of you. Not just because you're my best friend, though that's reason enough, but also because you're Jane Pavlenko. Because of who you are.
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