Jul 07, 2005 12:48
I'm thinking of moving to Las Vegas. Or somewhere in the vicinity. At least on a part time basis. I.. I can't remember who the Master is there, or if the world I'm seeking has one in this day and age. I will have to ask Monsieur Schuyler about it.
I need some time from St. Louis. I need some time with me, as me, with others. So of course I choose a place where there are people I know. I am not as brave as many think.
I once more have offended one of the sweetest people I know. One that makes Nathaniel seem full of deceit, though that analogy only works for those that know my Nathaniel, sweet, darling that he is. Offending others is not my goal. I merely am unsure how to handle many things. Human are one of them.
Makes me wonder about Leela. She mentioned this lynx form, one she no longer has. Is it that lingering bit of the lyco virus that lends more a hint of comfort with her? I know that I often scent it on Lil, the scent of pine and wilds that I know of some intimately from my Monsieur Schuyler, that scent that clings to Jean-Claude through the blood. But Leela is not pack, though she is pard but as with Ms Blake, a human accepted for reason.
I spoke to Monsieur Schuyler, he insists on Jason but.. Perhaps one day that will come. Knowing him before makes it harder to change my ways. I... I hadn't realized how stayed and stuck in my ways that I had become.
I believe I helped someone last evening. She seemed strong when our talk finished. Perhaps. I can only hope.
lil,
rosie,
leela,
jason,
las vegas