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I am on the verge of tears and I feel that if I keep thinking about everything that I am going to explode.
I feel that I really have very few people to count on, and everyone is doing their own thing or are so far away that I feel so completely isolated, and I alternate between being so angry at the people around me and hating myself for being bitter and needing to desperately to leave here.
I guess it's a good thing that I am coming home for Spring Break. But I don't know if that will help. I seriously feel as though I've lost all good feelings inside of me, and I am loosing my faith in people. I hate feeling this way.
I feel that I really have very few people to count on, and everyone is doing their own thing or are so far away that I feel so completely isolated, and I alternate between being so angry at the people around me and hating myself for being bitter and needing to desperately to leave here.
I guess it's a good thing that I am coming home for Spring Break. But I don't know if that will help. I seriously feel as though I've lost all good feelings inside of me, and I am loosing my faith in people. I hate feeling this way.