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Lots of things seem good right now. Lots of things seem uncertain right now. Lots of things make me scared.
I had several scary dreams back to back last night, one in which I was being attacked by a racoon in my bed. I woke up very frightened.
Things are definatly changing. And thats good. And thats sad. I have to wonder whether the things I have planned for myself are panning out the way that I want them to. And whether going back to a place that made me fairly miserable for a whole year is the right thing to do. And knowing it is. And still feeling scared.
I had several scary dreams back to back last night, one in which I was being attacked by a racoon in my bed. I woke up very frightened.
Things are definatly changing. And thats good. And thats sad. I have to wonder whether the things I have planned for myself are panning out the way that I want them to. And whether going back to a place that made me fairly miserable for a whole year is the right thing to do. And knowing it is. And still feeling scared.