Life is good?
Yea last night was Halloween. You know the night when people go out partying dress up have fun etc. I was not one to be lucky enough to partake in last night's events. I am actually very sick and have to take several weeks of antibiotics. I can't drink or really go out and party to any extent. So I was in bed gathering my thoughts for today's journal entry. Well for what its worth here they are. I'm just recently starting to wonder if life is good? I'm happy to be alive and so are most of the human race but i cant help but asking myself is life good? I dont mean is life good sometimes or can it be good. Im wondering is it as an overall general thing good. You know Satan is evil. God is good that kind of thing. Life contains so much pain and hurt and often many people suffer nothing but pain and hurt and they never get to enjoy the "finer things is life" I guess the fact of the matter is that it depends from person to person. When our time is up we must reflect on our lives individually and realize whether is was good or not. Well I guess that is enough philosophizing from me for one day. No on to another topic. The eternal one that will be an underlying factor or most of my entries because here in Baton Rouge I have no one to talk to about girls and i'm getting over a break up and all that shit. So anyway, here goes round two of today's lesson children. Women, does anyone understand them? They can't all be impossible to decipher and fucking difficult 24/7. If anyone does please respond to this entry. You ask them a question they tell you they don't know. Which translates into you need to figure it out on your own. Girls expect you to interpret almost everything they do or say. Then they get mad when we dont understand or get it wrong. This is just not fair. It would avoid so many fights and arguments if women would just be a little more straightforward. Then they acuse us of not listening or being assholes just because we dont fucking understand give us a little more credit come on. I'm completely through with my ex. Yes im trying to move on. I want to find someone to pass the time with. No i dont want a complete full blown relationship because i don't want all the drama. Maybe I can just meet a girl who doesn;t have fucking drama and shit. I don't know. Fact of the matter is that I want to meet someone that I can spend time with here in Baton Rouge. I want to hold her and be held. Not so much hooking up and such. But yea sleeping together (Not having sex, actually sleeping holding a person waking up with them not fooling around at all its amazing and truly underrated). But yes I am going on to continue my journey for happiness. Now I think the meds are starting to talk and it has become time for a nap to take place. I'm finished lecturing till tommorow. Same time. Same place. Rock.