FRIENDS ONLY.
My name is Megan,
I hate my name spelt/typed out. I am sixteen years old. I feel a lot older than I am though; just cause I feel like I have experienced more than I can handle. It hurts really bad sometimes. How everyone else sees me, and how I see myself, are two completely different views. So I can't really sit here and explain myself to you. But I want to. I want to tell you about my hopes and my dreams, but to be honest, I don't really have any. Everything that I used to be so sure of is kind of falling apart. And I can't stop it. What I can tell you is who i'll be with the rest of my life and that is Travis. I love a lot of people in my life right now, don't get me wrong. Travis Beeson, James Howard, Jared Rector, and Nikki are my best friends; they are seriously a part of me. I love all my other friends so much as well. They are such beautiful and amazing people. It's just so hard, because there is so much drama, and I feel like I always start it. I don't try. I guess it's just cause I am not comfortable enough with myself, and so I cause other people to be apart of my immature behavior. Even though I'm not completely comfortable with myself, and I don't "love" my body; I am one of the few people I know who can [and probably will] get naked anywhere, no matter who I am with. I would rather be naked than dressed, mainly because imperfections are fucking amazing, & you can't change them. You are who you are, love yourself for what you were given.
add me if you want, i'll add back :)