i woke up at 4:45 in the afternoon today. i crashed my brother's bed last night, because my room has, nothing in it as of right now. and he going to spend the night at his girlfriends tonight, so i get his bed again tonight. last night i was on the phone with travis and it was nice, that boy is likee, the cutest thing in the world, i went to the gas station tonight with lauren, and i saw those cheesy fake flowers they have there, and i smiled, this weekend has to be, too amazing for words. like shit, it just has to be. im stealing his sweater so that way i can have something of his to wear all the time. im so glad we started talking about liking eachother. we'll have been friends for a year in like, janurary. i just wish you guys could know him, i swear that kid will make you smile even if you're having the worst day of your life. he is just, so amazing. there was a period of time where i didn't talk to him for a while and he was never on, that sucked. but anyway, he's kind of mine, not yet, but he will be. and i'll be his. and i might get to see kaseeeymahoneeyy!, another amazing kid i haven't seen in almost a year and a half, err. i hate being so far away from those kids. anyway, haha i remembered the other day when kasey prank called me one night i was going to hang out with corey, he was acting like a sheep and kept repeated hacker over and over. then he hung up and i called him back, and he kept doing the same thing. and i was like, "hahaha! is this kasey?!" and he was like, "hahaaa, yeah." hahaha, he's so funny. i really hope to see him and travis this weekend. that would be so much fun. and maybe nikki will come with me?, yeah hopefully. i hope our fish [maisy] is doing okay!, hahaa. i was so scared of that little thing. like, it was going crazy in the little cup it came in, and i could feel it hitting the sides when it was in my hand, it was so creepy i started screaming like a little girl, ahaha. man, eric pisses me off with what he told joe. like, wthell is his problem?? i didn't ask him to go around starting shit. whatever, eric is lame, nuff said, niggguhh. ahahha, my friend from school, david called me, he's this tiny boy, and he's really nice, we're best friends...hahaha, anyway, he called me and for like, 10 mintutes i thought it was david from sos, haha, i found out it wasn't when i said, "who took those pictures of you in the field?" and he was like, "what pictures? there aren't any pictures of my in the field?" hahahahahhaa, then i was like, "wait, what david is this?" hahaha, i felt so stupid, but i was just laughing at myself like, for 5 mintues. then i told davidfro and he started laughing. ahaha, anyway. i helped sean dig in the trash tonight for his guessjeans tag. haha, it was comedy and now our neighbor thinks we're trashdiggers....HAHAHA! yeah, i just HAVE to say something in this about this. like, WHAT THE HELL is lauren and tori's problem? when we were at the plaza the other night, and tori opened her bigass mouth and saying. "EW! EW! EW! EW!" so fucking loud? like honestly, how immature was that shit? and her being little miss, "anti-drama".....im so done with those girls. and lauren fucking acting like the world is over just because her and nikki aren't as close as they were. and her saying im jealous of her?! she's jealous just because me and nikki are becoming better friends then they were, she should honestly just get over it, since she has tori now. hahahaha and thomask is great. on the way home the other night, i was so afraidd i was going to get that strawberry soda on my shoes, that wouldn't have been good. i was talking to brent last night, and it's so confusing talking to that kid, like you can't tell if he's serious or not...him and liz need to get together already, and stay together. that would be so awesome. im really excited about me and travis. he's such the romantic type and i love it, but it's not the TOO romantic type like james, which is good. everyone thinks i have sex with everyone, and it's getting on my last nerve. but im not going to sit and explain myself to people that could give a shit about me. i'll probably write more later, if you're interested, cause right now i have to finish writing my boyyy. ily everyone. <3