what the fuhk, i had a massive hangover today
I did. I drank way too much last night and I felt horrible all day long. I can never hold too much alcohol; and honestly I look at it as a blessing. You know, a good thing, not something endowed by God. I rarely drink really, nasty taste and nasty after effects, and it always seems that when a party does roll around, I'll usually go overboard drinking that night if I drink at all. It's rarely worth it but I don't go to the party thinking I'm going to drink too much, rather I'm going to drink. I need to just stop after ZERO, because I still hate alcohol. Damn, I would much rather be sober and healthy than drunk and numb. This is why God created herb. Ha, Ha.
I miss high school, really. I mean I loved high school. Classes with people, all day long... every weekday. It was like a day camp to chill with people and make jokes and have fun. I mean it wasn't a breeze but I had a job... I had school going... I had some friends, you know. Frisbee every week on Tuesdays, I had a car you know, could drive where I Wanted. Well at least in senior year. It's like college isn't exactly living up to what everyone promises it is.
Sure, parties are fun but you can party if you're not in college. I guess the thing I like most is my professors, I like to be around people that have earned something you know, a degree and a job at a university. Plus they are usually really funny and nice anyway. It seems like the only people I meet in my classes are dumbasses. It's so weird but I can hardly find any cool people like I might in high school. I guess that's partly because the friends I would have are in different majors. I mean theatre is great, don't get me wrong, the people are amazing... and that's something that I've neglected to say so far. I love the community of the theatre department and people here at college. But international affairs is a bunch of bitches. I mean everybody in the classes I just can't stand (this is an overstatement). Anyways, I'm hopeful. At least I get to drive a mandalorian scooter
I miss high school, really. I mean I loved high school. Classes with people, all day long... every weekday. It was like a day camp to chill with people and make jokes and have fun. I mean it wasn't a breeze but I had a job... I had school going... I had some friends, you know. Frisbee every week on Tuesdays, I had a car you know, could drive where I Wanted. Well at least in senior year. It's like college isn't exactly living up to what everyone promises it is.
Sure, parties are fun but you can party if you're not in college. I guess the thing I like most is my professors, I like to be around people that have earned something you know, a degree and a job at a university. Plus they are usually really funny and nice anyway. It seems like the only people I meet in my classes are dumbasses. It's so weird but I can hardly find any cool people like I might in high school. I guess that's partly because the friends I would have are in different majors. I mean theatre is great, don't get me wrong, the people are amazing... and that's something that I've neglected to say so far. I love the community of the theatre department and people here at college. But international affairs is a bunch of bitches. I mean everybody in the classes I just can't stand (this is an overstatement). Anyways, I'm hopeful. At least I get to drive a mandalorian scooter