May 04, 2006 23:47
Guys, You are great.
If only the end of our high school careers was a perpetual thing. God damn, this common path to a new beginning is so uniforming. I wish I'd have gotten to know all of you as I am now earlier, but now is fine too, ya know? Who cares about timing anyways.
And I say a big fuck yeah to no school for a while for me. Haha AP tests fucking rock.
Also, today was brilliant, owning up the god damn jungle gym like crazy mother fuckers. What a lesson in overcoming uncertainty.
I can't wait for Saturday, I never have been in a fight with someone for real. I just want to see who I am; (testing oneself is just incredible.)
Seeing what's there, ya know?
It's funny how insignificant short term goals can have such an impact on daily life. They keep you going, reaching, at least.
My aunt gave me a book on general sociological questions that teenagers have but it's written in a strongly Christian context. I was going to read it, but I can't get over the lack of evidence that the book displays. The book raises simple questions and does not suffice in answering them completely. It gives indirect answers... ugh! Give me some evidence, please. Also, I prefer looking at psychology in an objective sense; secularism just fits better in that regard. Give me the secular version then relate it to Christianity, that's fine. But don't leave the human questions unanswered. It makes me think the author believes we're ignorant. Maybe I'll try to read it again.
Better do something productive.