well well well....

Jun 01, 2005 22:05

life is dandy in this lil northern hick town the days are flying by and im barely havin fun but i am havin a good time im learin alot about my family that i didnt kno and well also learing lifes not so bad with out drugs but what life is bad without is a companion and well theres a couple of peeps who wanted me to wuit doing drugs for them and i didnt so they left me and damnit i wish i would of quit that shit a while ago well its goin on about a week i havent smoked ne pot and well i gotta a hole other week to look forward to sobritey and then i go bak to florida where all the bull shit is ya kno they say the grass doesnt get greener on the other side meaning shits the same everywhere you go but its not up here its quite its nice there not dope fiends and dope dealers everywhere you go i mean i havent found many ptheads up here and the ones i did find are well weekend warriors meaning they do it to be "cool" and if they get caught its like whoa your the devil oh and the amish people now they are some good people everyone makes fun of them and shit but if one dudes farm burns down they all come and rebuild it and do you think they got their hands out for money after words hell no i meaneveryone needs to be like them everyone needs a fuckin heart and a fuckin clue theres more to this life and a lot of people are gonna see that on judgement day cuz material objects are just that materials you can take my cell phone you can take my car but you cant take my dignity or my heart and well thats the reason i did some things that people say i shouldnt of done but i had reason i knew what was goin on thats why i did those things bcuz in the end im gonna be the one who laughs last so for you who played me and thought i didnt kno and then couldnt figure out whiy i was playin you well now you kno cuz thats what i do is play stupid make you think i dont kno what your doing when all along i kno every move you make and every guy you fuck orwatever it is however you play me cuz a great man once said dont speak and remove all reasnable doubt meaing dont say nething if they think your dumb let them because in the end your the winner and they are your pawn your not theres and well yea theres onli a couple people i say i can trust with my life cuz they have helped me with everything and never lied to me wen it came down to it and thats my dad and sam my dad has always told the truth and had back up to support the truth hes shown me in black and white wen m mom tryd to turn me against him and sam shes the onli person who truly understands me and who told the truth wen she messed up and i think shes the onlie person iv been more then 85% honest to besides my dad and why lie to others cuz other lie to me wait almost forgot one other peron i never met them her in person but iv talked to her online and on the phone and shes helped me alot to and that erin or a.k.a the sexy georgia peach but yea well yall im about tierd of letting everyone kno my buisness so im out
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