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MMMMMMM ketchup and pickle sammiches. SHYES.
... my tastes have gone insane. sweet life.
so, about 982734982734 pounds of stress have been lifted from my shoulders. i didn't realize how much it was wearing on me.
i lost something, something material, that i was wracking my brain over to no end, trying to think of where i could have put it. i was so scared of the possibilities. but last night, i ,unknowingly at first, retraced my steps and voila! there it was. holyhell.
Billy helped me out, and he has such good taste. it's so pretty!
spent all of yesterday writing a damn government paper that i have absolutely no interest in. fucking ridiculous that this is required. so if i didn't see or talk to you yesterday, that's why. that being directed toward Chriss-izzle and Billy.
this past weekend? completely nuts. drunk through the whole thing. highlights?
- driving up to Clevo with a killer crew, tons of laughs, shots all around!
- taking Missy and spending the night at Timmy Totten's, getting drunk with his DAD. HAH. who woulda thought.
- ordering every potato product at Denny's the morning after, still drunk
- starting the night early at work with Brittany and her Crown Royal, making plans then going to Ryan's annual huge "Pimps 'n' Hoes" party
- heading to Joel's for the night around midnight
- mac and cheese 'n' baked beans at 2 am
- leaving Junior shitfaced voicemails. "I'm Bethany! You're Junior! i have red hair, and i'm a waitress! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!" (repeat 87 times)
- waking up and getting the worst feeling. i haven't gone completely numb like that in a very long time.
- Emily being such a good friend, i cried
- Chrissy and Mal coming into Yankee, when i needed to see the faces of those who mean the most to me
- finally talking to Lindsey, and she surprised me so much. she was wonderful, and supportive, and i cried again.
- LOOKING AT APARTMENTS AND HOUSES! and my mom even KNOWS, and is ok with it.
so yea. as i've been saying for a while now... shit's been crazy. but i'm doing ok, and taking life for a ride this time ^__^
... my tastes have gone insane. sweet life.
so, about 982734982734 pounds of stress have been lifted from my shoulders. i didn't realize how much it was wearing on me.
i lost something, something material, that i was wracking my brain over to no end, trying to think of where i could have put it. i was so scared of the possibilities. but last night, i ,unknowingly at first, retraced my steps and voila! there it was. holyhell.
Billy helped me out, and he has such good taste. it's so pretty!
spent all of yesterday writing a damn government paper that i have absolutely no interest in. fucking ridiculous that this is required. so if i didn't see or talk to you yesterday, that's why. that being directed toward Chriss-izzle and Billy.
this past weekend? completely nuts. drunk through the whole thing. highlights?
- driving up to Clevo with a killer crew, tons of laughs, shots all around!
- taking Missy and spending the night at Timmy Totten's, getting drunk with his DAD. HAH. who woulda thought.
- ordering every potato product at Denny's the morning after, still drunk
- starting the night early at work with Brittany and her Crown Royal, making plans then going to Ryan's annual huge "Pimps 'n' Hoes" party
- heading to Joel's for the night around midnight
- mac and cheese 'n' baked beans at 2 am
- leaving Junior shitfaced voicemails. "I'm Bethany! You're Junior! i have red hair, and i'm a waitress! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!" (repeat 87 times)
- waking up and getting the worst feeling. i haven't gone completely numb like that in a very long time.
- Emily being such a good friend, i cried
- Chrissy and Mal coming into Yankee, when i needed to see the faces of those who mean the most to me
- finally talking to Lindsey, and she surprised me so much. she was wonderful, and supportive, and i cried again.
- LOOKING AT APARTMENTS AND HOUSES! and my mom even KNOWS, and is ok with it.
so yea. as i've been saying for a while now... shit's been crazy. but i'm doing ok, and taking life for a ride this time ^__^