sometimes i just dont know
Mabey something is just wrong with me. Is it really wrong for me to feel like i need room to breath? i have talked to other people to try and get perspective on this, people whom i trust in counsel. I am told that i am not crazy, but that could just be because everyone has a one sided opinion. if someone feels angry or depressed when they are alone because they need someone else to be there to make them happy, they need to take a serious look at their lives. I know because i used to be angry with myself all the time and did things to myself that i shouldnt have...all because i pinned all my happiness on one person. I cared for someone so much that whenever i wasnt around them i felt like i was a worthless piece of shit. not only that but it puts such a terrible burden on the person who has to support the other person's stability. i hate to think that someone i care about feels that way, especially since the memory of feeling that way myself is so fresh in my mind.
My sister and 4 year old nephew were in a bicycle accident today around 11:00 am, western time. julian was apparently riding on the handle bars of gretchens bike and his foot go caught in the wheel, sending them head over heels. gretchen tried to cushion julian from harm with her own body, and as a result he came away with only a sprained ankle and a fractured leg. gretchen was not so lucky, and ruptured her liver. she is bleeding internally, but is in good care in a hospital in van couver. my heart goes out to her, and julian, and kirk, leaving me only with more tears.
today has been a day full of crying and anger.
i dont know how much more i can take
something's got to give
or something's going to break
i dont want to feel like a liar of a fake
but i dont know how much more i can take
My sister and 4 year old nephew were in a bicycle accident today around 11:00 am, western time. julian was apparently riding on the handle bars of gretchens bike and his foot go caught in the wheel, sending them head over heels. gretchen tried to cushion julian from harm with her own body, and as a result he came away with only a sprained ankle and a fractured leg. gretchen was not so lucky, and ruptured her liver. she is bleeding internally, but is in good care in a hospital in van couver. my heart goes out to her, and julian, and kirk, leaving me only with more tears.
today has been a day full of crying and anger.
i dont know how much more i can take
something's got to give
or something's going to break
i dont want to feel like a liar of a fake
but i dont know how much more i can take