Ugh
Im gonna bitch because I rarely bitch and I'm just upset. It just really irritating when a bunch of people call and text you in one day talking about all the wonderful things they got post christmas while all I get is clothes (which I have too much of btw) fucking doritos and fucking cream soda. Yeah I got money but i WANT to save it for Katsucon but I HAVE to spend it on random things I actually do NEED. Yeah I know I should be thankful for what I have but it seems everyone around me just gets crap while I always have to beg and work extra hard for it. It isnt moms or my or anyone else fault that we dont have as much money as other people but FUCK its just so irritating to have all the things you ever really wanted (which isnt a lot) come at you in a SINGLE DAY. Also I'm just gonna exit the Pokemon fandom and maybe the Yugioh one. Cuz it seems with those two nerdships that when i play them no one is around when i get competitive but when i stop caring then everyone and their mom wants to get in on it. Especially Pokemon. Im late as it is and the the new ones around the corner and no money i may as well not give two fucks because by the time i get them it will be like a year and a half later and on one will care. I know this seems immature but when u have all ur needs there and none of your wants completed in like the past 5 years youll get a little pissed too. And i am thankful for what i have its just sometimes too much is too much.