Birthday Wishes

[goingisntgood]

Here in starts another bloody year
Of my bitterness towards everyone
As much as I've tried and tried
It seems good intentions got me no where
Every year has started like this
Every year I've promised myself
"This year isn't gonna be the same,
this year nothing can hurt me..."
But the more I try to feel invinsible
The more I try to tell myself I'm okay
The further away I get from what I really want
This peace, this hope and love
Well what i've discovered is to live
Live like I'm already dying
Tomorrow may be my last day
Or tomorrow may be the first in a new light
But whatever the difference in the next 2 minutes
And the next 2 years will be
I know that I can't change one thing
That is truely... me