Brilliant

[goingisntgood]

I know you needed me and I wasn't there
It looks like rain on the front and we're about to drown
I regret every second of it
Curse my heart and hope to live
But you'd never forgive me

Brilliant is just one word
That you might use to describe
How I let you down
When I walked out of your mind
Leaving you all behind
I died

Special me, I had the honor of being so dumb
By the time you reached the phone I left it on numb
Well love can make you do some scary things
It made me the monster I didn't want to be
But I still failed

Don't read to much into it
Lightning strikes at any minute
But two days down and i'm already lost