I think I'm gonna scar

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Longing leaves you feeling so
unfulfilled.

I speak,
and the words are little more than whispers,
screams barely tamed and
sometimes
I feel lost again.

It's not bad, I just...

I blister,
and maybe we shouldn't do this any longer,
but I want you to hack away at the seams
so I can be put back together
differently.

There's a name for my weakness(es)...
I need to see something new.