Nov 04, 2005 16:51
First post in my new journal...hip hip hooray.
I gave blood today. And I got a purple bandage! Score!
And now my arm is quite sore so I think I will be asking Chris to lift things for me at work tonight.
I wish I wasn't working so much this weekend. I need to get myself back on track. I'm losing myself, rather quickly. I don't want to say it's senioritis...but the apathy is definatly settling. It's not good to get senioritis before I have finished college aplications.
I stayed up until about 12:30pm last night, procrastinating everything and letting myself feel shitty. That is so unlike me most of the time. I woke up early to try to get my calculus crap done.
The dynamics of families is extremely interesting to me. At lunch we were discussing the fact that EVERYONE has some sort of issue with their mothers, and if they don't then they are in denial and that is probably why they are so fucked up. I think it is the nature of a mother's position that causes everyone to have issues with them. It isn't the individual mother, it is the job of the mother in general.
And Siblings work in similar but not as profound ways. I know that I wouldn't be a control freak if it wasn't for my siblings and having the responsibilities that I had (for example waking twila up to go to school every morning when I was in kindergarten and she was in first.)
Okay, we'll that's all I can say on the topic as of right now cuz I gotta go to work. okiedokie. See ya.
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