ah, fuck me
Most of today was good.
I did a lot of things that I genuinely wanted to do. That is good because I usually don't even know what I want to do or ever do it.
so I hiked for 2 hours in Roswell, got some new pens, made apple muffins with flax seeds in them, and saw 40-Year-Old Virgin with Shauna.
But I didn't write my UGA application essay *SHIT* or work on my physics webassign *FUCK*
and I checked my grades.... I got my first C on a calc test. In a way it's almost a relief because I knew I would do bad sooner or later, but then I also feel like shit and don't want to face Mr. Dan tomorrow. Maybe this C will help me shake my stint of senioritis. I sure as heck hope so. I know I really need to focus more on school. I know I am letting it slip. And I know it is largely due to work. I just need to learn to balance everything out. I am really trying to pump myself up right now, talking to myself about how I am going to not let everything go to hell. Ah...I'm just all over the place right now.
In the woods, falling leaves look like butterflies.
I did a lot of things that I genuinely wanted to do. That is good because I usually don't even know what I want to do or ever do it.
so I hiked for 2 hours in Roswell, got some new pens, made apple muffins with flax seeds in them, and saw 40-Year-Old Virgin with Shauna.
But I didn't write my UGA application essay *SHIT* or work on my physics webassign *FUCK*
and I checked my grades.... I got my first C on a calc test. In a way it's almost a relief because I knew I would do bad sooner or later, but then I also feel like shit and don't want to face Mr. Dan tomorrow. Maybe this C will help me shake my stint of senioritis. I sure as heck hope so. I know I really need to focus more on school. I know I am letting it slip. And I know it is largely due to work. I just need to learn to balance everything out. I am really trying to pump myself up right now, talking to myself about how I am going to not let everything go to hell. Ah...I'm just all over the place right now.
In the woods, falling leaves look like butterflies.