in depth survey to keep me occupied.
How many calories do you eat in a day, on average?: if its a good day, 800 or under.
Do you throw up your food on occasion?: yeah.
Do you want to look like a supermodel/actress?: yeah. who doesnt.?
Are you in some sort of extracurricular sport, ie soccer or track?: no, but i do cardio and yoga.
Has anyone ever teased you about your weight?: yeah.
Have you ever fasted? If so, for how long?: yeah. ive gone 10 days without eating any food. only drinking water.
Do you take laxatives to get rid of food/calories?: no. thats always scared me.
Are you 'inspired' by models/actresses?: yeah.
Have you ever been hospitalised for your ED?: no, ive always refused to go.
Have you ever ingested Ipecac to induce vomiting?: no.
Have you ever tried to recover from your eating disorder?: yeah. i was over it for a while.
Body Image Q's
Do you constantly see yourself as fat, even though others say you are not?: i am fat.
What part of your body would you change?: everything. mainly my legs and stomach.
On a scale of 1-10, how happy are you with your body?: 1.
Do you judge your value/merit solely on your weight/body?: yeah, because thats the first thing people notice whether you are fat or skinny.
Because of your body apperance/weight, have you become severely depressed?: not severely.
Do you constantly compare your bodies to supermodels/actresses?: i compare myself to everyone, not just supermodels.
Health/Food
Do you think you eat healthy enough?: no, you can always eat healthier.
Are you morbidly afraid to eat carbs?: yes, who isnt.?
Fat grams?: i try to avoid them as much as possible.
Calories?: low calorie foods are my savior.
Are you often tired/fatigued?: yes.
Do you feel more energised after eating food?: no. i feel guilty.
Do you eat meat?: only chicken.
Do you eat your food in a certain way? yeah. im really particular on how i eat.
Do people tell you you look sick or famished?: no.
Have you ever thrown up blood?: no.
Is your heart bpm above 49?: i dont know.
Do you have fainting spells from lack of eating?: ive only fainted once. but i dont let it get to that anymore.
Other Stuff
Do you think the media is at fault for the prevalence of eating disorders?: truthfully, somewhat.
What's your opinion of Pro-Ana?: i appreciate the support and it makes me feel like im not alone.
Do you have any other mental disorders?: ocd and most likely depression.
What's your favourite food to eat?: carrotts.
Favourite drink?: diet coke.
Do you often wish you didn't have an ED?: obviously. i dont know anyone who WANTS to have one.
Do you want to recover?: truthfully, no. ill get over it, when i get over it.
Do you throw up your food on occasion?: yeah.
Do you want to look like a supermodel/actress?: yeah. who doesnt.?
Are you in some sort of extracurricular sport, ie soccer or track?: no, but i do cardio and yoga.
Has anyone ever teased you about your weight?: yeah.
Have you ever fasted? If so, for how long?: yeah. ive gone 10 days without eating any food. only drinking water.
Do you take laxatives to get rid of food/calories?: no. thats always scared me.
Are you 'inspired' by models/actresses?: yeah.
Have you ever been hospitalised for your ED?: no, ive always refused to go.
Have you ever ingested Ipecac to induce vomiting?: no.
Have you ever tried to recover from your eating disorder?: yeah. i was over it for a while.
Body Image Q's
Do you constantly see yourself as fat, even though others say you are not?: i am fat.
What part of your body would you change?: everything. mainly my legs and stomach.
On a scale of 1-10, how happy are you with your body?: 1.
Do you judge your value/merit solely on your weight/body?: yeah, because thats the first thing people notice whether you are fat or skinny.
Because of your body apperance/weight, have you become severely depressed?: not severely.
Do you constantly compare your bodies to supermodels/actresses?: i compare myself to everyone, not just supermodels.
Health/Food
Do you think you eat healthy enough?: no, you can always eat healthier.
Are you morbidly afraid to eat carbs?: yes, who isnt.?
Fat grams?: i try to avoid them as much as possible.
Calories?: low calorie foods are my savior.
Are you often tired/fatigued?: yes.
Do you feel more energised after eating food?: no. i feel guilty.
Do you eat meat?: only chicken.
Do you eat your food in a certain way? yeah. im really particular on how i eat.
Do people tell you you look sick or famished?: no.
Have you ever thrown up blood?: no.
Is your heart bpm above 49?: i dont know.
Do you have fainting spells from lack of eating?: ive only fainted once. but i dont let it get to that anymore.
Other Stuff
Do you think the media is at fault for the prevalence of eating disorders?: truthfully, somewhat.
What's your opinion of Pro-Ana?: i appreciate the support and it makes me feel like im not alone.
Do you have any other mental disorders?: ocd and most likely depression.
What's your favourite food to eat?: carrotts.
Favourite drink?: diet coke.
Do you often wish you didn't have an ED?: obviously. i dont know anyone who WANTS to have one.
Do you want to recover?: truthfully, no. ill get over it, when i get over it.