could i have missed my chance and watched you walk away?
ok. so the house in the mountains is fine. either tati didnt know what was going on or i misunderstood her broken english.
i talked to my cousin and aunt in lebanon. what had happened was israel was bombing close to their neighborhood and in order to escape it they went up to their house in the mountains. someone had broken in and trashed the place by taking out windows and walls and more fun stuff. so now they are at tatis. so thank god its ok. im sorry that i was wrong, you guys. i didnt mean to scare you.
i really didnt want to talk to my family. while their country is under attack they were asking me if i was ready and excited for college and congratulating me about graduation. its ridiculous. i asked them how they could bring me up while they are hiding out at tatis. they told me because they missed me and are happy for me and stuff. i love them so much. i'm such a bitch for never emailing them.
people with secrets shouldnt drink. including myself. for example. last night i told gina that shes the only girl i'd go gay for. oh god. and i'm pretty sure she was sober. too many people getting stuff off of their chest last night. it doesnt necessarily make things better. sometimes it gets worse.
ah, john mayer makes everything better.