The Test
i've begun an experiment late Monday night. unfortunately, it's going exactly how i was afraid that it would. i'm not sure how long i can keep it up though when it all comes to an end i hope that i'll have the strength and the courage to say what i want to say and hopefully things will be better because of it and not worse. i hate the idea of losing an awesome fucking friend!! i makes me wanna cry so bad!!!!
i really feel like shit right now because i feel like i truly know what my worth to people really is now: worthless and forgettable.
i really feel like shit right now because i feel like i truly know what my worth to people really is now: worthless and forgettable.