Nov 28, 2006 04:02
woa, I finally did it! i got rid of all my notes. I have saved every letter/note I have ever gotten, since like.. 4th grade? it was weird. I read a couple from some old friends, and it was just so weird. But yes, I threw them all away. My favorite ones were the first letters from Josh Burden in 7th grade, and the very few but very sweet ones from Tim and Doug. It definately made me feel better about my past relationships. Since Dan was such a cock fuck, and I donno, it was just nice. I found a couple from Josh (my boyfriend) too! from Elementary school, it said something lame like
"Sam, Hey, Whats up? You broke my heart when you said no to me when I asked you out, but you said yes to that Tim kid. Sorry for making fun of your retainer thingy, You dont look that bad, your just not as hot anymore. Im always here for you, love always-Josh Heath"
haha, I thought that was funny, I mean, I wonder why I wouldnt date him??
Getting rid of the letters was like, a let go of the pain from my past too? if that makes any sense what so ever. Like, all evidence that assholes like Dan ever even exsisted... Its GONE. I love it x38758927867892.
anyways, things are going good. Im a bit confused on some big life decisions.. but yea. Goodnight.