grrrrrrrr
Im very pissed off
beyond pissed
i am furious.
I seriously would bite anyones head off if they tried to talk to me right now.
Okay! I am happy with Josh! he is the best bf ever!
THAT STUPID RETARD OF AN EX BOYRFRIND I HAVE, I COULD BREAK HIS LIL ARM RIGHT NOW!!!!!
anyways, now that thats outta my system. I have a meeting with the counselor to fix my schedule for next semester. So I wont have a 5-6 hour. It will be nice. cause I wont have a 2nd hour either, like now.
That stupid girl, keeps trying to start crap with me. Doesnt she understand im not going to fight her? Shes a freshman, I am a senior??? ((DURRR)) I am not going to get into some trouble and not graduate. Shes retarted anwyays, it would be a waste of time. BUT I have a deal for her. Im not afraid of her, and if shes got some huge problem with me, she can meet me somewhere not in school, and then, sure, whatever happends happends.
I want to see a fight so badly. I think Josh will be in one soon anyways.
OOH YEA!
there is this new college girl who works at the roller rink, shes a regular Jessica Simpson brained, no boobs bimbo. She drives me crazy. She eyes my boyfriend, and I just wanna throw a rollerskate at her empty head. although it wouldnt cause much damage.
This week is full of reasons for me to be pissed off. PLUS I am on my period.
I ALWAYS BOTTLE EVERYTHING INSIDE! and now its like, exploding! I dont ever see tabatha, and shes who I would normally rant to. And I hope shes not mad at me, cause I didnt take her home the other day.
Rebe. I need your address cause I have a letter to send you. I miss you.
I have so much to say, but nothing important.. I dont know what is wrong with me. Im so happy with josh, But I feel some empty little spot. not so little actually.
He works, and he lives so far away now, that I only see him when hes exhausted, or I am at work & he stops in to hang out. It sucks. I miss him so much. I miss spending everynight in his bed with him watching forest gump, the wizard of oz, and the ringer. Now when we see eachother, its like "Lets catch up" we talk for a sec, I do some of his packets, he does some of his packets, we smoke a couple cigarettes, hug for a sec, possibly take a shower or something, and then.. Its time to either A go home, or B go to sleep." there is ntohing romantic about that. Before, we would do whatever we wanted. grr stupid money and stupid jobs.
Grrr now my stomach hurts, Prolly cause I havent eaten any real food in 2 days. and I got stupid cramps.
my car is out of gas. I have no money cause my moms wedding crap. Josh has no money, cause he hasnt got paid yet..
I just cant wait untill the night of the wedding at the reception, when me and josh can dance to our song "collide" and just hold eachother. When me and him are together, I just am so happy. I donno, I just wish I could always be with him.
But yea, now I gotta think of a new way to be mean to the college girl at the roller rink who is trying to get with my bf and my cousin.. I already stuck her in the scrub room, with a mouse and no lights. :D but I think this time, Im going to send her out to behind the roller rink, and tell her to wait for some bad kids who are out there, (there really isnt any) and just make her stay out there all night in the cold. OR I might mess her up with the skates, and tell her mens skates and womans skates aer on the opposite sides, she will get in big trouble if she mixes them up. and I will tell her how to make popcorn.. hehe but not the right way. I donno, I am just being a bitch right now, I wotn do anything, I will just stand there like a pussy and whine about it in livejournal. Of coarse I will be a bitch to her, like I always am.. but hey, I need a new job anyway.
Okay time for my schedule change.
beyond pissed
i am furious.
I seriously would bite anyones head off if they tried to talk to me right now.
Okay! I am happy with Josh! he is the best bf ever!
THAT STUPID RETARD OF AN EX BOYRFRIND I HAVE, I COULD BREAK HIS LIL ARM RIGHT NOW!!!!!
anyways, now that thats outta my system. I have a meeting with the counselor to fix my schedule for next semester. So I wont have a 5-6 hour. It will be nice. cause I wont have a 2nd hour either, like now.
That stupid girl, keeps trying to start crap with me. Doesnt she understand im not going to fight her? Shes a freshman, I am a senior??? ((DURRR)) I am not going to get into some trouble and not graduate. Shes retarted anwyays, it would be a waste of time. BUT I have a deal for her. Im not afraid of her, and if shes got some huge problem with me, she can meet me somewhere not in school, and then, sure, whatever happends happends.
I want to see a fight so badly. I think Josh will be in one soon anyways.
OOH YEA!
there is this new college girl who works at the roller rink, shes a regular Jessica Simpson brained, no boobs bimbo. She drives me crazy. She eyes my boyfriend, and I just wanna throw a rollerskate at her empty head. although it wouldnt cause much damage.
This week is full of reasons for me to be pissed off. PLUS I am on my period.
I ALWAYS BOTTLE EVERYTHING INSIDE! and now its like, exploding! I dont ever see tabatha, and shes who I would normally rant to. And I hope shes not mad at me, cause I didnt take her home the other day.
Rebe. I need your address cause I have a letter to send you. I miss you.
I have so much to say, but nothing important.. I dont know what is wrong with me. Im so happy with josh, But I feel some empty little spot. not so little actually.
He works, and he lives so far away now, that I only see him when hes exhausted, or I am at work & he stops in to hang out. It sucks. I miss him so much. I miss spending everynight in his bed with him watching forest gump, the wizard of oz, and the ringer. Now when we see eachother, its like "Lets catch up" we talk for a sec, I do some of his packets, he does some of his packets, we smoke a couple cigarettes, hug for a sec, possibly take a shower or something, and then.. Its time to either A go home, or B go to sleep." there is ntohing romantic about that. Before, we would do whatever we wanted. grr stupid money and stupid jobs.
Grrr now my stomach hurts, Prolly cause I havent eaten any real food in 2 days. and I got stupid cramps.
my car is out of gas. I have no money cause my moms wedding crap. Josh has no money, cause he hasnt got paid yet..
I just cant wait untill the night of the wedding at the reception, when me and josh can dance to our song "collide" and just hold eachother. When me and him are together, I just am so happy. I donno, I just wish I could always be with him.
But yea, now I gotta think of a new way to be mean to the college girl at the roller rink who is trying to get with my bf and my cousin.. I already stuck her in the scrub room, with a mouse and no lights. :D but I think this time, Im going to send her out to behind the roller rink, and tell her to wait for some bad kids who are out there, (there really isnt any) and just make her stay out there all night in the cold. OR I might mess her up with the skates, and tell her mens skates and womans skates aer on the opposite sides, she will get in big trouble if she mixes them up. and I will tell her how to make popcorn.. hehe but not the right way. I donno, I am just being a bitch right now, I wotn do anything, I will just stand there like a pussy and whine about it in livejournal. Of coarse I will be a bitch to her, like I always am.. but hey, I need a new job anyway.
Okay time for my schedule change.