Aug 24, 2007 01:03
Leila's scale says I weigh 105
Jesus
I'm surprised I've managed to stay conscious the last few months
It's really just bad...
Anyway you look at it,you know?
I've been trying to deal with some things, but it's a little tough when those things post messages in your Facebook honesty box when you're supposedly not speaking
Oh well, I found out today that Sakwa apparently makes me out to be a complete whore when speaking of our relationship. Thaaaaaaanks.
Why does every guy I meet turn out to be a complete asshole or crazyface after they've met me? They're completely normal before, but I guess I have some weird thing that makes them insane after they've dated me. Figures. I should just become a lezzy. Heh.
I've managed to survive my first week of college without killing anyone. Go me.
I'll eventually be normal,right?
Let's just hope so, because 18 years of being crazy hasn't worked so well for me thus far. Oh well, I am writing this at like 1:15 and completely crazed from various panic attack/asthma attacks and anxiety attacks over the last week or so. And severe lack of eating a substantial amount of food and getting enough sleep. Yeah. This probably makes no sense to anyone reading it. Entschuldigung sie!
sleep deprivation,
ex boyfriends,
lack of meaningful relationships with th