yeah, i'm still alive.
and it's fall.
...
the cuddleslut performance last night was awesome. damn. i'm so proud of us. i'm glad we examined things for a second last night. i never would have seen myself being in a hardcore/riot grrl/bloody mess performance group/band singing about sex work and being genderqueer. i nearly broke my neck from dancing so hard.
went to bioneers conference satelite beamed in from cali today. shout out and mad respect to rha goddess. i'm going again tomorrow from 130-530 if you want to go with. at wsu.
i leave for the east coast tomorrow night. a week or so. philly, boston, maine. them things be moving too fast lately. i leave a month from today. i've been trying to articulate how i feel about going back to college, back to mills. it is so hard to say what i need to say. my vision for my education and my plans have been changing so much. i'm scared to even tell people what i'm doing anymore because i'm always changing so fast, the world is always changing so fast.
love.
may i introduce you to cuddleslut?