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I guess it's about time I do a real update, which is strange considering how little I even look at livefournal (must be one of those times when I need to say stuff).
So, right now I'm feeling...not sleepy? It's almost 3am, i'm sick and i have to get up for work (which is in a pool) in ....4-5 hours. I dunno, for some reason I'm really upset with a friend right now. I think it's just a case of transfering my generally disgusted and angry feelings towards the average man onto him, but I'm not sure. I also feel like I might be mad simply because I think he'll pay more attention to me since I'm upset. Both are petty and stupid reasons...but that's pretty much how most my logic runs.
On a even more serious note, I've regressed so much emotionally. I talk to all my friends or read their livejournals about how they're moving and making new friends and new relationships, and I think about where I am. Haven't made any new friends since the ninth grade, worked at the same job for three years without makeing any new kinds of relationships there, gone through two years of college without making any new relationships there, and that pretty much sums it up.
In the end, I'm really grateful for the friends I have, despite their dwindling numbers...
and on that note
Happy birthday AMANDA!!!
Happy happy birthday
from all of us to you
we wish it was our birthday
so we could party too
since it's now your birthday, i'm going to poste how i wrapped one of your gifts
i shoved a freakin' shirt in a soda bottle. NOT as easy as it sounds, but still doable
HA then i wrapped the bottle in tape!!! and then i put that bottle in a box and taped the box closed and then wrapped the box with wrapping paper.
*nod nod* yes....i cant wait to see this
*evil laugh* HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA!
oh, and that is the present that's easiest to open...heeheeehee...
So, right now I'm feeling...not sleepy? It's almost 3am, i'm sick and i have to get up for work (which is in a pool) in ....4-5 hours. I dunno, for some reason I'm really upset with a friend right now. I think it's just a case of transfering my generally disgusted and angry feelings towards the average man onto him, but I'm not sure. I also feel like I might be mad simply because I think he'll pay more attention to me since I'm upset. Both are petty and stupid reasons...but that's pretty much how most my logic runs.
On a even more serious note, I've regressed so much emotionally. I talk to all my friends or read their livejournals about how they're moving and making new friends and new relationships, and I think about where I am. Haven't made any new friends since the ninth grade, worked at the same job for three years without makeing any new kinds of relationships there, gone through two years of college without making any new relationships there, and that pretty much sums it up.
In the end, I'm really grateful for the friends I have, despite their dwindling numbers...
and on that note
Happy birthday AMANDA!!!
Happy happy birthday
from all of us to you
we wish it was our birthday
so we could party too
since it's now your birthday, i'm going to poste how i wrapped one of your gifts
i shoved a freakin' shirt in a soda bottle. NOT as easy as it sounds, but still doable
HA then i wrapped the bottle in tape!!! and then i put that bottle in a box and taped the box closed and then wrapped the box with wrapping paper.
*nod nod* yes....i cant wait to see this
*evil laugh* HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA!
oh, and that is the present that's easiest to open...heeheeehee...