NITE OF HOURS OF PAIN _ERICA
dude. last nite. was the worst nite of my entire life. i feel like it was so fucking bad. first off. well i mean physically. mentally. it was kinda bad. but i mean.
you live. you learn. and i forget!
live learn forget. hm. kinda shitty anyway
but i went to the store and bought like.. stuff. um. um. um. yogurt. and i bought spam.. because i was talking to rob the other day aobut how we like spam. ..
acutally spam is commonly used in hawaii. word.
i bought this weird rice.. you boil it in a pot for ten min and serve. jsut cuz i was so lazy.
then i bought lipton tea cuz for some reason i love it. usually with milk. but i hate milk .. acutally recently i've been trying to gulp it down cuz i dont want to have brittle bones but i realize that i really hate milk
its so disgustin. so i bought rice dream instead. i like how its not so thick but i like vanilla and i got.. regular instead. blah.
anwyay. so with all that i made some food and drink and stuff.
after i stearted drinking the tea i got so ill
pins and needles in my belly area.. like abdominable snowman area.
omg. IT FELT LIKE POO CRAMPS. but it sreously.. was not poop. cuz i tried. and nothing wanted to come out or there was nothing to come out
so then stella suggested gas.. but you figure it wouldnt like.. it'd go away or something. it never did
for three hours.. i endured this pain.
i vomited 3 times.
not becuase i was sick.
but because i was holding the pain back or trying to like. when you try to force shit out on teh toilet..
i was trying to um force the pain out but it just made me wanna throw up
so i threw up five times.
:( i was crying cuz i couldnt handle it.
i dont nkow.. if this is the worst feeling so far that i've endured. but i endured somethingasdlfja;sldjf awful
bleh.
but i did write an awesome song.
i was listening to girls are short and thinking of people and then wrote a song.
mostly thinking of angela.
i dont want to be alone anymore :(
boo,
you live. you learn. and i forget!
live learn forget. hm. kinda shitty anyway
but i went to the store and bought like.. stuff. um. um. um. yogurt. and i bought spam.. because i was talking to rob the other day aobut how we like spam. ..
acutally spam is commonly used in hawaii. word.
i bought this weird rice.. you boil it in a pot for ten min and serve. jsut cuz i was so lazy.
then i bought lipton tea cuz for some reason i love it. usually with milk. but i hate milk .. acutally recently i've been trying to gulp it down cuz i dont want to have brittle bones but i realize that i really hate milk
its so disgustin. so i bought rice dream instead. i like how its not so thick but i like vanilla and i got.. regular instead. blah.
anwyay. so with all that i made some food and drink and stuff.
after i stearted drinking the tea i got so ill
pins and needles in my belly area.. like abdominable snowman area.
omg. IT FELT LIKE POO CRAMPS. but it sreously.. was not poop. cuz i tried. and nothing wanted to come out or there was nothing to come out
so then stella suggested gas.. but you figure it wouldnt like.. it'd go away or something. it never did
for three hours.. i endured this pain.
i vomited 3 times.
not becuase i was sick.
but because i was holding the pain back or trying to like. when you try to force shit out on teh toilet..
i was trying to um force the pain out but it just made me wanna throw up
so i threw up five times.
:( i was crying cuz i couldnt handle it.
i dont nkow.. if this is the worst feeling so far that i've endured. but i endured somethingasdlfja;sldjf awful
bleh.
but i did write an awesome song.
i was listening to girls are short and thinking of people and then wrote a song.
mostly thinking of angela.
i dont want to be alone anymore :(
boo,