Oct 10, 2005 23:25
listening to sappy retard music.
lesbotronic times.
i'm bummed out.
am hate the feeling of not knowing what someone is thinking.
do you ever get that? have you ever liked someone and like..
you think its great between you. then all of a sudden.
they dont raelly talk to you anymore like they used to?
i dunno.
i'm just in a slump.
i never want to be in love. i never want to feel anxious about knowing
what someone thinks of me. i hate that feeling.
i'm such a loser.
i fall for someone that i finally really like.
then its just.. i dont think that person even likes me.
even though i know..
US
could not really happen. anytime ever soon
or even ever.
i just need to become famous.
start a band.
tour.
be happy.
stop thinking about stpuid shit
have people think OH MY GOD ITS ERICA.
angela and i will start an amazing band.
and i think i'll be happier.
even though that seems so fake.
the way i'm thinking
boo.