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goodness gracious. i have not updated in forever! I'm glad that i have decided to though because i have things to say..lots and lots of things to say.
I want to start with an issue:complaining.
I know person who irratates me so much by the complaining she does. It is honestly out of control. I can't understand how someone could think their life is so bad that they have to complaing about EVERYTHING in it. I just want to turn to her and be like shut up! or like show her some really moving video on life in a third world country, and be like see..ur life is amazingly blessed so just thank the big guy and stop cursing him. blah. its irrating to know that she makes herself sick over it all, when really its just life and everyone deals with it..i couldnt imagine if this girl really had problems that were meaningful. it would prolly be the end of the world for her..as if its not already. goodness.
ya kno and i look at Katie, Katie Thomas, and what an amazing spirit..for real. katie ur amazing. for you to take the situation with Drew and tell urself ur going to be okay that you have urself now, and just everything that i have read in ur journal recently...way to freaking go. you should write a self-help book for people like my friend..bc she needs one.
I do however realize that complaining is necessary..we all do it..but when it becomes our lives, and our everything..and nothing happy comes out of our mouths, what has become of us?
its a sad thing i guess.
anyways im done with that little issue. now i can tell u about whats been goin on..
Justin and i did get back together.
for one i dont give him enough credit. He can be sensitive..its in there somewhere..and i think its finally breaking out. he has been amazing this week. (I had some tough times this week) so yea..amazing.
Sometimes i wonder if we will actually last..ya kno...not just because we break up all the time..lol...but just because i do. But, i think that since we have gotten back together this time things have changed, justin is making such an effort to be that guy that i've always wanted..and it really is great, but i worry that im changing who he is..i love who is though. i love that we have the same thoughts on things..like love and God and life.. its a glorious thing.
i think that our problem has never really been us..like not our personalities..its more like outside factors..like distance, and time. I think that is what gets in the way of us sometimes..its not that we dont love eachother..its the frustration that comes from the things that keep us apart. if that makes sense!? it does to me.
yea..but i love him and i miss him so much when he isnt with me. :0(
I might be moving out sometime in the coming year. i'm going to finish paying my car off then get a one bedroom apartment..and live happily ever after..
that will be grand!
tomarrow im going to purchase a little black dress..the one every girl must have sometime in her life..im thrilled!!
okay well i'm going now..this got really long. k well goodnite and GOD bless.
I want to start with an issue:complaining.
I know person who irratates me so much by the complaining she does. It is honestly out of control. I can't understand how someone could think their life is so bad that they have to complaing about EVERYTHING in it. I just want to turn to her and be like shut up! or like show her some really moving video on life in a third world country, and be like see..ur life is amazingly blessed so just thank the big guy and stop cursing him. blah. its irrating to know that she makes herself sick over it all, when really its just life and everyone deals with it..i couldnt imagine if this girl really had problems that were meaningful. it would prolly be the end of the world for her..as if its not already. goodness.
ya kno and i look at Katie, Katie Thomas, and what an amazing spirit..for real. katie ur amazing. for you to take the situation with Drew and tell urself ur going to be okay that you have urself now, and just everything that i have read in ur journal recently...way to freaking go. you should write a self-help book for people like my friend..bc she needs one.
I do however realize that complaining is necessary..we all do it..but when it becomes our lives, and our everything..and nothing happy comes out of our mouths, what has become of us?
its a sad thing i guess.
anyways im done with that little issue. now i can tell u about whats been goin on..
Justin and i did get back together.
for one i dont give him enough credit. He can be sensitive..its in there somewhere..and i think its finally breaking out. he has been amazing this week. (I had some tough times this week) so yea..amazing.
Sometimes i wonder if we will actually last..ya kno...not just because we break up all the time..lol...but just because i do. But, i think that since we have gotten back together this time things have changed, justin is making such an effort to be that guy that i've always wanted..and it really is great, but i worry that im changing who he is..i love who is though. i love that we have the same thoughts on things..like love and God and life.. its a glorious thing.
i think that our problem has never really been us..like not our personalities..its more like outside factors..like distance, and time. I think that is what gets in the way of us sometimes..its not that we dont love eachother..its the frustration that comes from the things that keep us apart. if that makes sense!? it does to me.
yea..but i love him and i miss him so much when he isnt with me. :0(
I might be moving out sometime in the coming year. i'm going to finish paying my car off then get a one bedroom apartment..and live happily ever after..
that will be grand!
tomarrow im going to purchase a little black dress..the one every girl must have sometime in her life..im thrilled!!
okay well i'm going now..this got really long. k well goodnite and GOD bless.