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i think im addicted to being busy.
honestly i like to have things to do all the time. its crazy.
all the things that i do cause me to be stressed out though. that is the downfall to this newly discovered addiction.
it makes me feel accomplished though, that im needed and important.
and somehow that over rules the stress.
but i think im becoming irratiable from the stress which is not cool. ive been extremely crabby the past two days..i need to work out, working out helps me deal with stress.
im just rambling. im going to go now..my heart hurts. goodnight.
it really hurts..like literally...dont take that the wrong way.
"We call that person who has lost his father, an orphan; and a widower that man who has lost his wife. But that man who has known the immense unhappiness of losing a friend, by what name do we call him? Here every language is silent and holds its peace in impotence."
honestly i like to have things to do all the time. its crazy.
all the things that i do cause me to be stressed out though. that is the downfall to this newly discovered addiction.
it makes me feel accomplished though, that im needed and important.
and somehow that over rules the stress.
but i think im becoming irratiable from the stress which is not cool. ive been extremely crabby the past two days..i need to work out, working out helps me deal with stress.
im just rambling. im going to go now..my heart hurts. goodnight.
it really hurts..like literally...dont take that the wrong way.
"We call that person who has lost his father, an orphan; and a widower that man who has lost his wife. But that man who has known the immense unhappiness of losing a friend, by what name do we call him? Here every language is silent and holds its peace in impotence."