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I'm sad.
I miss the old him and I wish I didn't I wish he would miss me. I can't do this to myself but it's so hard to not be upset sometimes. It kills me that he doesn't even care any more. And I'm hella down on myself and I feel like I'll never have a boyfriend or anything again. I feel ugly and I can't get out of that rut. I just want to sleep away this whole fucking week. Damnit.
I miss the old him and I wish I didn't I wish he would miss me. I can't do this to myself but it's so hard to not be upset sometimes. It kills me that he doesn't even care any more. And I'm hella down on myself and I feel like I'll never have a boyfriend or anything again. I feel ugly and I can't get out of that rut. I just want to sleep away this whole fucking week. Damnit.