Private - Past things~
Saw Takeru not too long ago, he seemed... Sad. Kinda small, you know? I wanted to just hug him an’ make this whole mess all better somehow but... Well, i don’t have that kinda power with him now, do I? I feel bad, I should’ve known this was hard for him as well as me, always so damn selfish, maybe if I grew up a little this wouldnt’ve happened? Screw it, it was actually good seein’ him. It hurt, I guess, but less than not seein’ him did - I guess I do still love him, at least enough to wanna be with him an’ know it’s all I can be, you know?
Ken’s back, too. I dunno what to say about that... catherine let it slip so I dragged her over to Iori’s the first moment I got an’... Yeah, he was there, just like I remembered him, it was weird. I really missed him an’ then he just comes back and doesn’t say a word? we used to be so close, our digimon evolved together, for cryin’ out loud! An’ now...
I dunno, sometimes I wonder if any of it matter anymore... I mean, sure they were big parts of my life, they helped to make me what I am but you know, that was in the past an’ I can’t keep lookin’ back and wonderin’, can I? Sure, I don’t wanna lose them, we went through lots together an’ I guess we’ll always have ties to one another but... Bumpin’ it all down a notch might be good for me, ya know?
I guess talkin’ to Catherine would be a good idea... I dunno, maybe when I get back, for now I guess I should just suck it up an’ deal - they know where I am if they want me.
Ken’s back, too. I dunno what to say about that... catherine let it slip so I dragged her over to Iori’s the first moment I got an’... Yeah, he was there, just like I remembered him, it was weird. I really missed him an’ then he just comes back and doesn’t say a word? we used to be so close, our digimon evolved together, for cryin’ out loud! An’ now...
I dunno, sometimes I wonder if any of it matter anymore... I mean, sure they were big parts of my life, they helped to make me what I am but you know, that was in the past an’ I can’t keep lookin’ back and wonderin’, can I? Sure, I don’t wanna lose them, we went through lots together an’ I guess we’ll always have ties to one another but... Bumpin’ it all down a notch might be good for me, ya know?
I guess talkin’ to Catherine would be a good idea... I dunno, maybe when I get back, for now I guess I should just suck it up an’ deal - they know where I am if they want me.