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Apr 24, 2004 18:42

i havnt really been a fan of this vacation. im in a super shitty mood about 100% of the time. like im just moping and depressed, but not in a like 'look at me im depressed!' kind of way, more of like a 'leave me the fuck alone i hate myself' kind of way? but hey i only ruined my own vacation by being super antisocial and dumb, no one elses...hopefully.

today i went shopping with my mom. surprisingly went okay. got prom shoes in the relatively same way i got my dress...the first ones that fit, i bought.

then i went to practice which i guess wasnt as bad as i thought. lost the semis for my team, like usual..wanted to talk to my coach about quitting but i feel sort of guilty because they dont have another goalie...haha then again anyone already on the team is better than me. does anyone else see how being on this team makes me feel so shitty about myself?

apparently tonight im going to the movies with kelly and boo. its a good thing i didnt have any say in the decision, because i wouldve sat on my ass for the 4th night in a row.

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