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this weekend was all kinds of boring
on friday me and shawn slept for days until we decided to get our asses up and do something
we went to her house and i made nachos and painted my nails green.
we played stratego like twice and she found my flag both times.
dillon[mine] came over and brought me a rose
dylan[hers] came and brought us to my house and took shawn to his.
we did nothing. i got tired around 11 and slept.
saturday i went to the mall.
i got stuff for shawn, stephie and dillon.
and a $100 jacket for myself.
its black with black & brown fuzzy stuff on the hood.
and its HOT PINK on the inside.
i had 2 possible plans. one of them went out of town
the other one got drunk & went to a party without me
so dillon came over and we chilled & watched a movie.
this morning we got up early, went to the store and got food, then made a big breakfast. im still full. i wanted to go to the flea market with my mom and dillon was going to come too, but the weather is ugly and it just wasnt the right day. maybe next weekend.
im kind of sick of this whole.. having a boyfriend who easily gets all riled up & doesnt want to go out & do crazy things with me, or even party with my friends & stuff.
we rarely do exciting stuff. he has money that he blows on crap so he cant even like.. take me out that much. its really lame. sometimes love wears off and longterm thoughts come into play. like.. me wanting a boyfriend who will take me places and who can party with me without being stupid and leaving because he didnt like what one of my friends said to me joking around.
nameless drives and takes me places and we party a lot. i have the feeling he likes me but im not getting into that because of dillon and i wont even take advantage of that until me and dillon arent together.
complicating stuff. too bad i have a boyfriend around xmas time. i guess i have to wait until like.. january.
xoxo