Emo

May 08, 2011 00:09

I'm emo. I feel like she took them all from me. She's there hanging out with them everyday and i dont feel like going because it'll for a fact be awkward even when i would try my best not to. I do miss them at times, especially now. Don't know why. Now I feel like they'll all judge me. Sometimes i feel im better off, sometimes i dont. I miss the girls as much as it sucks to say but what can i do. If there's a major event i cant miss, i'll go. but for now, i'm ok. well i hope im ok. these random spurts of emoness suck

I also dont wanna bug Lou so much about this kinda stuff. he doesnt mind it at all though, he says. he'd rather i vent to him then let it fester, but it festers anyway, even when i vent. I just miss my friends. At least he makes me feel better about it though. He's been staying over pretty much everyday but i enjoy it. hes great company and so far a great bf. strange to say i have a bf but so far so great ^_^

I had to drop my summer classes due to $$$ problems. I need the $$$ to switch to boost ($50 savings). and since i start working part time at the end of August, I need to pay off my cards asap or pay as much as possible. I dont know how im gonna function on part time pay but thankfully i have a great, stable job with great people. I can't talk enough about my co-workers. They're great people :)

Well im home from chilis now. Lou went to go smoke with Turo so im just chillin here in bed alone til he gets back. Its nice to have some time to myself :)

GN errybody :)
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