colourblind.
i should be use to this by now.
one after another.
it's like a routine, only spaced really far apart.
a year here, a couple months there...
i think this time i feel like i've learned something... it's scary how quickly i got over you... 'you seem to be doing fine'... i say it was mutual, that we both agreed that it was the right thing to do... but it wasn't.
i just knew it was coming... i knew something wasn't right. i guess that softened the blow a bit. the truth is that i've done this before, it's nothing new to me... so i guess everything just shut down before it really hit me instead of dwelling on everything that happened.
i just hate seeing everyone in these 1, 2 even 3 year relationships and i just wonder what the fuck i'm doing wrong? it seems like things are going well, and then in the blink of an eye it's gone. an entire year spent with you and it's disappeared.
one after another.
it's like a routine, only spaced really far apart.
a year here, a couple months there...
i think this time i feel like i've learned something... it's scary how quickly i got over you... 'you seem to be doing fine'... i say it was mutual, that we both agreed that it was the right thing to do... but it wasn't.
i just knew it was coming... i knew something wasn't right. i guess that softened the blow a bit. the truth is that i've done this before, it's nothing new to me... so i guess everything just shut down before it really hit me instead of dwelling on everything that happened.
i just hate seeing everyone in these 1, 2 even 3 year relationships and i just wonder what the fuck i'm doing wrong? it seems like things are going well, and then in the blink of an eye it's gone. an entire year spent with you and it's disappeared.