08.17.2009
i'm having a hard time accepting reality lately.
it seems like every time i try to, my heart goes into overdrive and i can't even think straight.
substance abuse is a misunderstood subject. lately i've been understanding more and more why my father does what he does. i don't approve of it, but i can surely understand it. it's almost impossible for me to function normally on a day to day basis without a prescription.
i'm beginning to wonder if it's all in my head...
i've been told to face my problems head on, but it's ironic because the person who told me to do that is my problem. i can't get anything through to her. it's like screaming into a wall, except that would be a bit more relieving because i wouldn't have to repeat myself over and over.
trying to overcome my frustrations and anxieties is becoming harder than ever before. the most pathetic part is that the best way to get it out is writing in an online journal because no one will ever get me...
it seems like every time i try to, my heart goes into overdrive and i can't even think straight.
substance abuse is a misunderstood subject. lately i've been understanding more and more why my father does what he does. i don't approve of it, but i can surely understand it. it's almost impossible for me to function normally on a day to day basis without a prescription.
i'm beginning to wonder if it's all in my head...
i've been told to face my problems head on, but it's ironic because the person who told me to do that is my problem. i can't get anything through to her. it's like screaming into a wall, except that would be a bit more relieving because i wouldn't have to repeat myself over and over.
trying to overcome my frustrations and anxieties is becoming harder than ever before. the most pathetic part is that the best way to get it out is writing in an online journal because no one will ever get me...