05.30.2009
why is it that i have such a hard time dealing with minor changes in my life?
i feel like my whole world has been flipped upside down, when in reality... nothing has actually changed.
i can't work this job without being infectiously miserable, but without it i'm pretty much screwed for money.
so what's the solution?
my misery is destroying my relationship, but it seems like the only way i can avoid that is by not having anything to stress over (i.e. a job i despise)
i want to move away right now.
if i had the money, i would move to london in a heart beat instead of waiting until september.
see, that's the crazy thing. the minor changes throw me off, but the significant changes are what i crave.
i can never find a middle ground.
p.s. anyone looking to buy a car, mine is for sale.
i feel like my whole world has been flipped upside down, when in reality... nothing has actually changed.
i can't work this job without being infectiously miserable, but without it i'm pretty much screwed for money.
so what's the solution?
my misery is destroying my relationship, but it seems like the only way i can avoid that is by not having anything to stress over (i.e. a job i despise)
i want to move away right now.
if i had the money, i would move to london in a heart beat instead of waiting until september.
see, that's the crazy thing. the minor changes throw me off, but the significant changes are what i crave.
i can never find a middle ground.
p.s. anyone looking to buy a car, mine is for sale.