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[godzvayne]

each day that passes my mind deteriorates that much more....the days are getting longer and the nights hard to bear.....

i know there are others out there...but theres only one of her..and i gave her my all, my everything...and she took it all and threw it in the garbage...and i would have given her a lot moer....i knew we were different in areas, but i loved that about us...that no matter what we were always able to get through things together and be good to each other....and our love was crazy...like insane....there was nothing better in this world than to sit there and hold her or curl up on her in the bed....everything in my life that was stressful just went away when i was with her...and she over and over again seemed so in love with that too...even when she was falling for that loser....

But alas...theres nothing left of me now....she took it all from me...and soon she will be taking my only other love too...and yes i love that dog with everything i can...lou loves me and my flaws just like i loved christina and all of her flaws...because they are what made her up as a person....and ill never stop loving her....

but this is the only thing ive ever wanted so bad...and as usual...i cant have it...