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After a long walk this morning, I feel a lot better about...well, everything in general. It was nice out, about 70, and there was a nice breeze. It gave me time to think.
Everything is going to be just fine. And I have to keep reminding myself. It will. Maybe I'll stop lashing out at people. And maybe once I find a little more stability, I may even be content again. But I have to stop being so mad all of the time.
I sat for a little while at the park. You remember the one? Where we sat after our (lol) walk to McDonalds? I couldn't think of anything else. And for a few moments, I felt normal. Almost as if you were there with me. I thought about our innocent chit chats there, and it reminded me that once I get through this, everything is going to be great.
I love you. I'm sorry for being so terrible to you.
That being said, if you'll excuse me, I haven't slept yet. I'm dead tired.
Everything is going to be just fine. And I have to keep reminding myself. It will. Maybe I'll stop lashing out at people. And maybe once I find a little more stability, I may even be content again. But I have to stop being so mad all of the time.
I sat for a little while at the park. You remember the one? Where we sat after our (lol) walk to McDonalds? I couldn't think of anything else. And for a few moments, I felt normal. Almost as if you were there with me. I thought about our innocent chit chats there, and it reminded me that once I get through this, everything is going to be great.
I love you. I'm sorry for being so terrible to you.
That being said, if you'll excuse me, I haven't slept yet. I'm dead tired.