Sep 20, 2004 18:13
I went to the store with my mom and got a pair of pants and a skirt.
We went to go pick my brother up, and I called Spencer's house and talked to Dyaln. Dylan was only going to be there for like 10 minutes, because he had to go home and eat dinner. I asked if e was coming back and he said no, so I just went home. Im kind of bummed out, but there's nothing I can do. i just realy want to be with Dyaln right now, but I cant. I worried about a lot of shit right now in my life, and i just want him to be here to reashure me that everything is ok. I hope we are ok.. I hope he's not mad at me or anything, and still loves me and shit, because if he didnt, it would kill me. I dont know, Im jsut worring my self even more. Dylan, I love you so much. no matter what, even if yu stop loveing me, I will ALWAYS love you.
Im going to go do something to take my mind off of all the stress in my life.