my downfall continues
everything in my life never has had any meaning
im trying so hard to make myself happy and enjoy life but no matter what i do it just spits in my face and says "NO DANIEL FUCK YOU NOTHING GOOD WILL HAPPEN TO YOU"
what do i do i fucking take it like a little bitch that i know i am
but im tired of taking all this shit but i dont know i try to confront all my problems but when i try to confront them i gets even more fucked up and destroys me even more and whats even more patetic is that i still love her and i still want to spend every second of the rest of my life with her
i really love her and really want her to be happy but i want to be the one who makes her happy
i just want one thing in my life to be good i think i deserve one thing in my life that makes me happy
i hope everything works out the way i want it and the way i deserve
im trying so hard to make myself happy and enjoy life but no matter what i do it just spits in my face and says "NO DANIEL FUCK YOU NOTHING GOOD WILL HAPPEN TO YOU"
what do i do i fucking take it like a little bitch that i know i am
but im tired of taking all this shit but i dont know i try to confront all my problems but when i try to confront them i gets even more fucked up and destroys me even more and whats even more patetic is that i still love her and i still want to spend every second of the rest of my life with her
i really love her and really want her to be happy but i want to be the one who makes her happy
i just want one thing in my life to be good i think i deserve one thing in my life that makes me happy
i hope everything works out the way i want it and the way i deserve