who is this girl that owns my heart?
Lately,I've been feeling alot weireder about Jaella and how i feel about her.I mean we started this realationship in the 8th grade and its been soo magical and beautiful,and perfect.We've had our downs and we've had our most extrodanary ups that i hope i will never forget and hope she will never forget.
What I'm trying to get across is that...I really REALLY LOVE this WOMEN and i really REALLY want to spend the rest of my life with her!!!
I have one wish,is that i could have been a better person for her in the begining when i was more excepted by her parents,cause now I'm not cause I messed up with some drugs and yeah.
We both have messed up but,I will always forgive and forget no matter what happens.
It has almost been 3 years and I can remeber every beautiful moment that I've spent with her.I remember christmas break kissing her,holding her,and holding her to the beautifuly lit tree.Also spending thanksngiving with her and eating with her family and eating like 500 rolls haha.The times where we would just lay on her couch and hold each other and kiss each other,or in her bed where we would do the same for like 5 hours and it never got boreing ever.I can remeber when we first got together one day I went to her house after school,and i remeber we kissed for like 45 mins it was wonderful.There are also alot of other memories that are gonna be between me and her.
I feel like such an asshole now,cause I treated her like a piece or meat sometimes when i never intended too.I feel bad that I made her feel like i was using her.I look back on it now and I'm really sorry about doing that to her.
I'm gonna bring this to an end,by saying that I LOVE JAELLA SO MUCH WITH EVERY BIT OF MY HEART AND WILL GIVE EVERY SECOND OF THE REST OF MY LIFE TO HER BECAUSE I WANT TO SPEND THE REST OF MY LIFE WITH HER,AND I hope she feels the same about me.
What I'm trying to get across is that...I really REALLY LOVE this WOMEN and i really REALLY want to spend the rest of my life with her!!!
I have one wish,is that i could have been a better person for her in the begining when i was more excepted by her parents,cause now I'm not cause I messed up with some drugs and yeah.
We both have messed up but,I will always forgive and forget no matter what happens.
It has almost been 3 years and I can remeber every beautiful moment that I've spent with her.I remember christmas break kissing her,holding her,and holding her to the beautifuly lit tree.Also spending thanksngiving with her and eating with her family and eating like 500 rolls haha.The times where we would just lay on her couch and hold each other and kiss each other,or in her bed where we would do the same for like 5 hours and it never got boreing ever.I can remeber when we first got together one day I went to her house after school,and i remeber we kissed for like 45 mins it was wonderful.There are also alot of other memories that are gonna be between me and her.
I feel like such an asshole now,cause I treated her like a piece or meat sometimes when i never intended too.I feel bad that I made her feel like i was using her.I look back on it now and I'm really sorry about doing that to her.
I'm gonna bring this to an end,by saying that I LOVE JAELLA SO MUCH WITH EVERY BIT OF MY HEART AND WILL GIVE EVERY SECOND OF THE REST OF MY LIFE TO HER BECAUSE I WANT TO SPEND THE REST OF MY LIFE WITH HER,AND I hope she feels the same about me.