100% Pure Rage
I talk, I act, I understand yet I get nowhere. So many things can go wrong just by asking a simple question. So many people can take it the wrong way or even change the story to make you look bad. Once again I'm the bad guy. The man accused of everything that took place. I've been the bad guy for so long now in so many people's eyes that I think I'm starting to enjoy it. People filled with hate for me, verbal, as well as physical threats about how they want me dead. They made me dead inside. Thirsty for revenge filled with torture and pain givin to them for everything they've done to me. I can't stand the fact that people can treat someone so fucking shitty and know nothing about that person. It drives me to such an intence level of insanity that I almost go into convulsions. I can't take it anymore....I'm done. I just wish that people would take the time to get to know someone before they attack them other than right off the bat, judging them by their current situation. So many fucked up thoughts go through my mind when this happens and it gets worse every time. I was never really into the whole suicide thing but its slowly creeping up on me. Death surrounds me and fills my mind to the point that all I can really think about is ways of suicide and making my enemies simply disappear. That's the easiest way to solve problems in the world anymore so I might as well adapt.....