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Oi... Maybe it's what I needed though. So, I shall type again. 2nd night of the musical went smoother than the first. I got up at 2:00pm. I think I slept through my midterm... I think that's not good.
Choir is incredibly dull because we only sing a few songs and they are crazy difficult... right now we are only working on one song and it is very strange... we have been working on it for almost 2 months now, it's difficult, akward, too soft too often and too loud where it's too high. I thought it was boring singing the piece... now I see that it's worst listening to it sung. Also, my choir director makes the atmosphere so uncomfortable... he seems angry that the choir members don't think and act like him. He reminds me of my old high school cross country coach, in that he is very outgoing and confrontational but also a sort of closed book- a one way communicator. Also there's alot of disturbing body language- akward and sharp expressions- creepy.
My views on dating have changed, I'll share those tommorow. I picked back up My Utmost For His Highest by Oswald Chambers a few days ago, and it is wonderful (thanks Detweilers!) Today I reveiwed some proverbs and read about Jesus's arrest in Gethsemane in each of the four gospels. I also communicated to some of my fellow actors/actresses by flipping through and pointing to various proverbs. Until tommorow! Long entry tommorow, less work to do.
Scripture of the Day - "Every day I was with you in the temple courts, and you did not lay a hand on me. But this is your hour-when darkness reigns." - Luke 22:53
Thought of the Day - This morning was a little stirring. The showers of Case Hall have never been top notche, but this was simply obnoxious. The water had no sense of moderation or consistiency... it liked to be very cold or very hot. I guess cool, warm and hot were just not exciting enough for it. Then I got to thinking... oh, man- I am so this water... and God is trying to take a shower! God's trying to have a decent father-son relationship and I can't decide what I want! I can't decide if I want to invite God in with soothing waters or curse him with a freezing blast. God could just turn the shower off; after all, He has to pay the water bill. Instead He waits patiently to see if I'll ever find out what it means to be warm.
Choir is incredibly dull because we only sing a few songs and they are crazy difficult... right now we are only working on one song and it is very strange... we have been working on it for almost 2 months now, it's difficult, akward, too soft too often and too loud where it's too high. I thought it was boring singing the piece... now I see that it's worst listening to it sung. Also, my choir director makes the atmosphere so uncomfortable... he seems angry that the choir members don't think and act like him. He reminds me of my old high school cross country coach, in that he is very outgoing and confrontational but also a sort of closed book- a one way communicator. Also there's alot of disturbing body language- akward and sharp expressions- creepy.
My views on dating have changed, I'll share those tommorow. I picked back up My Utmost For His Highest by Oswald Chambers a few days ago, and it is wonderful (thanks Detweilers!) Today I reveiwed some proverbs and read about Jesus's arrest in Gethsemane in each of the four gospels. I also communicated to some of my fellow actors/actresses by flipping through and pointing to various proverbs. Until tommorow! Long entry tommorow, less work to do.
Scripture of the Day - "Every day I was with you in the temple courts, and you did not lay a hand on me. But this is your hour-when darkness reigns." - Luke 22:53
Thought of the Day - This morning was a little stirring. The showers of Case Hall have never been top notche, but this was simply obnoxious. The water had no sense of moderation or consistiency... it liked to be very cold or very hot. I guess cool, warm and hot were just not exciting enough for it. Then I got to thinking... oh, man- I am so this water... and God is trying to take a shower! God's trying to have a decent father-son relationship and I can't decide what I want! I can't decide if I want to invite God in with soothing waters or curse him with a freezing blast. God could just turn the shower off; after all, He has to pay the water bill. Instead He waits patiently to see if I'll ever find out what it means to be warm.