Jul 17, 2005 14:50
"It's your life
You say you need a change
Don't all the dreams
We've seen come true
Mean anything
You say it's different now
And you keep staring at the door
How can you walk away
Don't I matter any more
If being free
Is worth what you leave behind
And if it's too late
For love to change your mind
Then it's goodbye time
If we had known
Our love would come to this
We could have saved
Our hearts the hurt
Of wasted years
Well it's been fun
What else can I say
If the feeling's gone
Words won't stop you anyway
If being free
Is worth what you leave behind
And if it's too late
For love to change your mind
Then it's goodbye time
Goodbye baby"
--Blake Shelton
...yeah I guess you could say it that way
I'm not angry of course, just ashamed
how I wasted those years and all of my time
How I wasted the tears on your hands when I cried
I guess it's just a better hell
because when your alone no one can hurt you
and the only one you can hurt is yourself.
....I'm really not mad just broken I feel like I have no heart no feeling and all the reasons to cry. I'm gonna make it out okay, I swear to god...but at least now New York will soon be home. A place where I can be. Start over, forget.
...I know I talk as if I'm going to die, or something. I feel like I already have.
...I just have to go
...I love you all, but sometimes it just hurts too much.
Love Ya
Love Me
Sam